A Pillar of Strength (cont.)
Posted: Wednesday November 14, 2007 10:29AM; Updated: Wednesday November 14, 2007 10:29AM
With five freshmen and no seniors among her 10 players last season, Stringer needed leadership, scoring and -- after losing junior Matee Ajavon for two months because of a stress fracture -- a playmaker. Carson answered every call. She handled the point for the first four games, increased her scoring average from 8.3 to 12.3 points and, despite her aversion to speaking up, became more vocal, giving the team blessings before meals and answering the questions no one else wanted to at postgame press conferences. "I realized that in order to get things done, you have to open your mouth," she says.
As the team struggled through a miserable start, Carson was a pillar of strength -- even while her own world was being rocked. On Dec. 3, the day before the game against Duke in the Jimmy V Classic, a cancer-research fund-raiser, she learned that her mother had breast cancer and needed a lumpectomy. Carson didn't tell her teammates, even as they donned pink shoelaces in support of those battling the disease. Nor did she use it as an excuse when she had just two points in an 85-45 loss to the Blue Devils, Stringer's worst defeat in her 12 years at Rutgers.
Carson kept her worries to herself again weeks later when Robinson learned she'd have to have a second surgery and when Stringer, frustrated by her team's poor defensive effort, banished the players from their locker room and took away their practice gear for a month. "I told myself that my mom was going to be O.K.," says Carson. "I wanted to stay strong for my team."
The Scarlet Knights avenged a 26-point loss five weeks earlier by beating UConn for their first Big East tournament title, then upset top-ranked Duke and No. 3 seeds Arizona State and LSU during their magical NCAA tournament run. With the loss to Tennessee and another impending surgery for Robinson on her mind, Carson had barely had a chance to unpack her bags when she heard of Imus's remarks. "I laughed," she says. "Not at the joke, but because it was so absurd."
Suddenly reporters were staking out the players' classrooms, cameramen were chasing them and Al Sharpton was calling their cellphones. "Everything was happening at once," says Carson. "I was just trying to maintain some balance." In the months since, her life has regained its equilibrium. Robinson had a mastectomy in late April and is cancer-free. And Carson, empowered by her turn in the media glare -- which taught her "how much things have changed and how much they haven't," she says -- has learned to value her own opinion. But don't expect her to climb on a soapbox anytime soon: When the Imus episode came up in discussion in one of Carson's summer classes, she found herself slouching in her seat to avoid detection. "I still don't enjoy the spotlight," she says.
On an October afternoon in a nearly empty campus student center Carson sat at a baby grand and played from memory a bit of Stevie Wonder's Ribbon in the Sky, as well as a section from a show-tuney piece she recently composed but hasn't yet named. She stopped playing to share a few thoughts on chord progression. "Some things sound right together, some don't," she said, hitting a discordant clump of keys. "You know how you hear a piece you've never heard before but you hum along, knowing how it's going to end?"
Stringer has a theory about how Carson's college career will end. Like her music, it will follow a natural, pleasing progression. "I want to see this great athlete explode," she says. "And it would be nice if she dunked." No doubt Carson wouldn't mind the chance and the challenge. This is a woman who clearly has found her rhythm.
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