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Rocker's fate rests with teammates
Posted: Wednesday January 19, 2000 12:15 PM
A month or so from now, on one bright morning at a training camp in Florida, a
pitcher will walk into the locker room of the Atlanta Braves, and he will look
around at the other players there and wonder: What will they say to me? Will
they even acknowledge me? Can I stay
here?
And so will begin the very public, the very intriguing, the very excruciating
season of John Rocker and his Atlanta Braves. Surely, the reality is that
unless some of the Braves -- especially some of the blacks and Hispanics on the
team -- dare choose to accept Rocker (if only on some slim, provisional level)
then he must be finished as a ballplayer. For if he is ostracized, certainly he
cannot remain on the team as a pariah. And if he cannot remain on the team, what
other franchise would risk taking Rocker on? He can't go to Japan, either, can
he now? Not with all those foreign players and those awful Asian women
drivers.
So the teammates of John Rocker hold his career in their hands -- or, one could
say, in their hearts. The operative question is: Can they forgive a person who
insulted them, who hurt
them?
We have, after all, countless examples of athletes who have acted in the most
heinous fashion in the world at large, but who have still been accepted on their
team. But the difference, of course, is that these offending players did not act
against their teammates. They only beat up women or otherwise assaulted
civilians. So we know that athletes can forgive their brethren when it is
somebody else's ox who is gored. The Braves players have a more difficult
choice.
Presumably, Rocker will, in some fashion, try to construe the hateful remarks he
made to Jeff Pearlman of Sports Illustrated. The words he spoke are themselves,
of course, in no way defensible, nor can he repair the hurtful damage he has
done. But it is possible that Rocker can at least seek to mitigate the sins of
his tongue -- and his heart -- by pleading that he is not so racist, not so
vile, not so hurtful, but instead that he is simply a showoff and a dimwit. This
might be called the jackass
defense.
Rocker described to Pearlman, for example, about what it must be like to ride
the subway to Shea Stadium. Obviously, he's never ridden a New York subway in
his life. I'll bet he's never even walked through Times Square, where he
purports to be so upset, hearing all those immigrants talk funny. Rocker simply
sounds the same way he acted on the field -- like someone who enjoys being
outrageous. He's either too dumb to know how to behave or too insensitive to
know that words can hurt people. Or he is dumb and insensitive. That's my
guess.
But I don't know how cruel he truly is. I don't know the heart of John Rocker's
darkness.
I guarantee you, though, that his teammates do. They were with him all last
season. They know whether John Rocker is foremost a jerk who blithely says
racist things or a racist who truly believes monstrous
things.
I suppose that if the Braves decide that he's the lesser of those two evils
they'll give him a chance. If John Rocker really believes what he said in that
interview, though, it's unlikely that all the counseling and all the apologies
will make any difference. Neither will it make any difference what the fans
scream or what the writers write or what the politicians declare. John Rocker is
never going to have it easy again -- and maybe he shouldn't. But it is his
teammates on the Braves who will determine whether he gets that chance to pitch
again and to be despised in public ... and I suspect they've already made up
their
minds.
These commentaries, which appear each Wednesday on National Public Radio's Morning Edition, are posted weekly by CNN/SI.
The opinions expressed here are solely those of the writer.
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