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All Is Finally Forgiven
Keith Olbermann
August 03, 1998
It took a family tragedy to end Jim Bouton's exile from the Yankees
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August 03, 1998

All Is Finally Forgiven

It took a family tragedy to end Jim Bouton's exile from the Yankees

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Of the thousands of words Jim Bouton used to describe his 28-year exile from the Yankees between the time of the publication of his controversial book, Ball Four, and his first Old-Timers' Day in the Bronx last Saturday, only four ultimately mattered to him: "Laurie made this happen."

Laurie was Bouton's 31-year-old daughter, killed nearly a year ago in an automobile accident. Her death inspired her 34-year-old brother Michael to try to do the seemingly impossible: put his father back in the good graces of a baseball establishment still holding a grudge over the diary Bouton published in 1970.

In a poignant first-person piece published in The New York Times on Father's Day, Michael had asked George Steinbrenner to forgive his father and lift the unofficial ban that had kept him from the summer gatherings where Joe DiMaggio meets Darryl Strawberry and Whitey Ford crosses paths with Hideki Irabu. "Nobody told me Michael's letter was being printed," Bouton recalled last week. "That day my son David called and read me what Michael had written. I cried: joy, sadness, pride. The best Father's Day gift you could ever get."

Writing honestly and powerfully runs in the Bouton family. Ball Four certainly raised a few hackles. For the first time fans were told that baseball players—Mickey Mantle included—drank, fought and chased women. "I was maybe 14 when I read it, and it was like reading Valley of the Dolls" old-timer Dave Righetti said in the Yankees clubhouse. "I remember reading about them boring holes in the dugout walls to look up women's skirts, and using telescopes to look into hotel room windows." Bouton was accused by former teammates of violating the sanctity of the clubhouse, but after reading Ball Four those clubhouses would never again be thought of as sanctified places.

Michael's letter touched a nerve with the Yankees, though, and five weeks later there was Bouton, who in '63 and '64 won a total of 39 games for New York (plus two more in the '64 World Series), putting on a Yankees uniform just two lockers down from Moose Skowron and the old Marine, Hank Bauer. There were no dirty looks. There were no fights. There were no muttered epithets in Mantle's defense; Mantle and Bouton made their peace four years ago, when Bouton wrote a note of condolence after the death of Mantle's son Billy. As Bouton answered questions from a gaggle of writers never numbering fewer than 10, Bauer calmly read that day's sports pages, which were probably far more graphic and disillusioning than Ball Four seemed the day it rolled off the presses. "They called me up and asked me if it were O.K. with me to invite him," said Bauer. "I told them, 'I got nothing against Bouton; he didn't mention my name!' "

After a struggle to find a cap properly sized to re-create his trademark—the hat flying off his head as he delivered a pitch—Bouton finally made his way to the field. He ran out toward rightfield, pausing only to chat briefly with old Seattle Pilots teammate Tommy Davis, then visited with the fans in right-field, including 50 friends and family members for whom he had purchased tickets.

Any lingering tension lifted before the player introductions. "Jim's back, Jim's back," Joe Pepitone repeated again and again, mugging for the cameras. Bouton bantered with Bobby Murcer, Gene Michael and others of his era, and then sat in the dugout and visited with former teammate Mel Stottlemyre.

The fan reaction, which Bouton had anticipated with some trepidation, was warm and supportive. He got the longest ovation, except for those given to Joe DiMaggio, Ron Guidry and Phil Rizzuto, and after he tipped his cap, the crowd fairly thundered.

As Bouton warmed up to face Jay Johnstone, the stadium scoreboard flashed, THANKS MICHAEL. LOVE, DAD—his own surprise for the son who had surprised him. Then came something unexpected. "Just as I was starting to pitch, I looked up in the stands and my daughters' friends held up a banner that read, WE LOVE LAURIE. I was overwhelmed."

On the first pitchhis cap flew off, right on schedule. A breaking ball bounced well in front of the plate, a reminder that he is now 59 years old. Johnstone was retired on a grounder, and Bouton's six-pitch return from exile was over. "The whole experience was like walking in a dream," he said. "What a variety of emotions. I feel like I just stepped off one of those paint-mixing machines."

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