Still, the
Manager keeps busy. Between his five trips to the mosque each day to pray, he
occasionally brokers deals for Third World sellers and runs a catering business
in Chicago. But Ali was, and is, the key, and Herbert knows it.
Now and then the
fighter leaves his 88-acre farm, which Al Capone once owned, in Berrien
Springs, Mich., and makes the two-hour drive to meet Herbert at a Chicago hotel
coffee shop. Ali genuinely liked Herbert and his easy laugh: He was the only
nonfamily member Ali said he would ask along if he could take only five people
to the moon. On one visit to the city, Ali sat in the coffee shop as the
Manager made plans, listening with blank eyes as if the world of money and
publicity was one from which he had died and floated far away. And the Manager,
sharp and angular beneath the round body and the baggy sport coat with the
elbow patches, tried everything to wake him. If Ali were dead, could Herbert
feel completely alive?
"I tell him,
'Joe Frazier ain't sitting around,' " he said. " 'If you lost some
weight and took your medicine, you could make a whole lot of money. You could
even fight.' I know he can't fight, but I say it just to motivate him. He won't
take his medicine, he hates to depend on anything. I think his problem is
getting worse. He's shaking more. Sometimes it's hard to be in his presence,
like someone sick in your family. I love that man. He is quicker to help a
stranger, he has more inner compassion than any human being I've ever met. But
I'm afraid he's losing the values of this earth. Allah said to do everything in
your power to seek an afterlife, but not to neglect your share on this earth.
Ali gave away that big house of his in Los Angeles, he gave away cars. He's
giving up things too easy. I don't want to push him, but I have got to make him
realistic. His mother, his father, his eight children, what will he do about
their expenses, the kids' college educations? And he shouldn't dress the way I
dress. He should have a suit and a tie, and he should have his hair groomed,
because he represents something to people.
"He says, I
don't need no car, I'll just ride a bike.' I say, 'That's as crazy as a guy
making $400 a week driving a Cadillac' One night when he stayed over in
Chicago, he slept on the floor of the mosque instead of getting a hotel. I told
him, 'People are going to think you've lost all your marbles or your money—and
neither one is good.' The whole world rallied around Islam as a universal
religion because of Muhammad Ali. But if he doesn't watch it, he's going to
become a monk."
One day last
summer the Manager received a call from Mexico City. It was Ali, seeking
counsel: Should he chance a new form of brain surgery that might cure his
illness? Two of the 18 patients who had undergone the operation—in which
adrenal cells are placed inside the brain to help make dopamine, a brain
chemical essential to controlling voluntary body movement—had died shortly
thereafter, but others had shown marked improvement. Ali might be Ali
again!
Ali's fourth
wife, Yolanda, cried on the telephone and begged him not to risk it. Herbert
Muhammad closed his eyes and thought. He so hated to see Ali hurt, he used to
keep his head down and pray during fights.
"I felt if he
put his trust totally in God, the operation would be a success," said
Herbert. He looked down at his hands. "But I didn't tell him that. If he
turned out like a vegetable, it would be seen as my decision. People would
think I said yes just because I wanted more paychecks from Ali. So I told him
to listen to everybody but to make up his own mind."
Ali decided to
wait until American doctors had become more familiar with the surgery. Part of
him was afraid to be what he was again, filled with an energy that needed
lights and action and other people's eyes. The illness, he sensed, was a
protection against himself. And because of this, the Manager closed in on 60
feeling the way Ali did toward the end of his career, still able to visualize
himself doing what he wanted to do, but unable to do it.
"Not just 50
mosques," said Herbert Muhammad. "But 50 mosques with day-care centers
and schools and old-folks' homes attached to them. I keep telling Ali, Let's
get back in the race. How could I have ever dreamed I'd have to beg Muhammad
Ali to go?"
THE MOTIVATOR