Chick stood and
sweated with the carrot in his hand. His head seemed to be floating and he
couldn't feel his feet on the ground, and the pulse thudded massively in his
ear. A clammy green pain shivered in his gut.
making him sick.
The time: 50
minutes before sunrise. The morning: cold. The raw swirling wind was clearing
its throat for a fiercer blow, and a heavy layer of nimbostratus was fighting
every inch of the way against the hint of light. In the neat box stalls round
the stable yard the dozing horses struck a random hoof against a wooden wall,
rattled a tethering chain, sneezed the hay dust out of a moist black
Chick was late.
Two hours late. He'd been told to give the carrot to the lanky chestnut at 4
o'clock in the morning, but at 4 o'clock in the morning it had been pouring
with rain—hard, slanting rain that soaked a man to the skin in one minute flat,
and Chick had reckoned it would be too difficult explaining away a soaking at 4
o'clock in the morning. Chick had reckoned it would be better to wait until the
rain stopped, it couldn't make any difference. Four o'clock, 6 o'clock, what
the hell. Chick always knew better than anyone else.
Chick was a thin,
disgruntled 19-year-old who always felt the world owed him more than he got. He
had been a bad-tempered, argumentative child and an aggressively rebellious
adolescent. The resulting snarling habit of mind was precisely what was now
hindering his success as an adult. Not that Chick would have agreed, of course.
Chick never agreed with anyone if he could help it. Always knew better, did
He was unprepared
for the severity of the physical symptoms of fear. His usual attitude toward
any form of authority was scorn (and authority had not so far actually belted
him one across his sulky mouth). Horses had never scared him because he had
been born to the saddle and had grown up mastering everything on four legs with
contemptuous ease. He believed in his heart that no one could really ride
better than he could. He was wrong.
apprehensively over his shoulder, and the shifting pain in his stomach sharply
intensified. That simply couldn't happen, he thought wildly. He'd heard about
people getting sick with fear. He hadn't believed it. It couldn't happen. Now,
all of a sudden, he feared it could. He tightened all his muscles desperately,
and the spasm slowly passed. It left fresh sweat standing out all over his skin
and no saliva in his mouth.
The house was
dark. Upstairs, behind the black open window with the pale curtain flapping in
the spartan air, slept Arthur Morrison, trainer of the 43 racehorses in the
stables below. Morrison habitually slept lightly. His ears were sharper than
half a dozen guard dogs', his stable hands said.
himself to turn his head away, to walk in view of that window, to take the 10
exposed steps down to the chestnut's stall.
If the guvnor woke
up and saw him.... Gawd, he thought furiously, he hadn't expected it to be like
this. Just a lousy walk down the yard to give a carrot to the gangly chestnut.
Guilt and fear and treachery. They bypassed his sneering mind and erupted
through his nerves instead.