What did that
mean? Was Urbina offering to arrange for L�pez to be harmed? (Urbina, speaking
through his U.S. agent last week, denied he ever suggested such a thing.) Maybe
Guillen misunderstood. But the seconds were racing by; this was not a time or
place to expect clarity. Guillen told Urbina to stay away from L�pez. Then,
Guillen and his son recall, Urbina said, "What do you want to do?"
Despite his
impulsive nature, Guillen knows the virtue of holding back. Four times in
October during the American League Championship Series against the Los Angeles
Angels, when any other manager would've gone to his bullpen, Guillen stood pat.
Four times his starting pitchers won complete games. When, after winning the
World Series, his players raced onto the field in celebration, Guillen again
did the unexpected, sitting still in the dugout, his face blank. L�pez? He's
still facing 16 years of hell.
"Nada,"
Guillen said in answer to Urbina's question. Nothing.
"Why?"
Urbina asked.
"Because it's
over."
The two men
talked for a half hour. On the ride back to Caracas, Ozzie sat in the front of
the car with the driver. He could hear his wife and son sobbing behind him.
Soon he cracked, too, and the nation's hero cried all the way home.
Ozzie Guillen is
a reporter's dream. He'll talk about anything. He can't help himself. A
baseball writer's job is often a grinding exercise in reading between the
lines, divining a team's direction from the pauses, burps and raised eyebrows
that punctuate the clich�s spouted by men determined to say nothing--not one
word--that might touch off a SportsCenter feeding frenzy. In the last decade
the most prominent major league manager to break with baseball's code of
virtual silence was the New York Mets' Bobby Valentine, and maybe it's just an
accident that he now plies his trade in Japan. "I don't know when, why and
how we became so sterile," says White Sox general manager Ken Williams,
"but this was a game that enjoyed enormous popularity from the beginning
because of its characters. We have to have a little personality."
A little? Guillen
makes Valentine sound like Alan Greenspan.
"Most
managers say what people want to hear, because they're afraid to lose their
jobs," Guillen says. "And they kiss people's asses. I don't. I've got
my money. Fire me? I'll show you I don't need you. I might not get hired again?
I don't give a s---."
Ask about his
managerial philosophy. Or don't. He'll tell you anyway. "It's not easy to
play for me, because I will tell the truth whether you like it or not,"
Guillen says. "I don't say, 'Well, uh, somebody....' No! I'll say, 'Konerko
f----- it up.' People say, 'That's just Ozzie being Ozzie.' Bulls---. It's just
Ozzie being true. Players try to own this game. But the players know they're
not going to big-league me. I tell my players, 'Listen, boys, I'm going to be
here longer than you.' Even if I'm not going to be here longer, I'm going to
show you: I'm the man here.