An older kid
jumped brother Harry at school. Sam called Max at college for advice. "All
depends where you see yourself in the food chain," said Max. "Are you
predator or prey?" Sam bloodied the kid's face. Damn, Sam was tough. He got
into a scrape with an Albanian punk, opened a gash in the kid's head, then
raced into a deli, grabbed a fistful of napkins and got down on the sidewalk to
stanch the kid's wound and comfort him. No matter how well he learned to use
his fists, Sam was still the boy who, every visitors' day at summer camp, had
gone straight to the sister of a fellow camper--the girl whose face was
discolored a shocking pink--to sit beside her and lean so close, with such
warmth, that she always lit up. The kid who identified with the victim, the
outsider.
So, of course,
Sam's heart went straight to the brooding Hammer. But James kept his distance,
suspicious of Sam's charm. What could a dropout from the projects have in
common with a Shakespeare scholar?
IT WASN'T that
Max condoned the casual violence he'd begun scribbling about in his bedroom and
rapping out on street corners. How could he, after what his family had been
through? Rap was just a genre, Jack, like the Jewish partisan songs he and his
brothers sang in Yiddish, or the soliloquies from Antony and Cleopatra that Sam
recited. Another way to explore old Kellerman terrain: the quicksand between
weakness and strength.
Max rented an
apartment on West 110th Street in 1994, after leaving Connecticut College
behind for Columbia, and turned the place into a music studio. Soon Sam was at
Max's elbow, wordplaying for all he was worth in that detached Hebrew hip-hop
hitman persona he created for his rap and TV audiences. Sam too was going to
Columbia--well, occasionally--having chosen to devour all 37 of Shakespeare's
plays on his own rather than in a classroom. Off the two brothers would stroll,
ball caps on backward, ending up on a corner or in a park among strangers
giving each other the eye. You spit? somebody would ask. Yeah. You spit? And
suddenly a circle would form and a rapper would start kicking rhymes until a
challenger took his place. Max could get ooohs and ahhhhs in the circle. But
Sam could make the circle bust up, fall out: Oh s---, you hear that white boy
spit?
One day Sam
suddenly started rat-tat-tatting homemade verses at the gym.
Don't waste a
single tic
With a clever
little quip
Like a stupid-ass
villain in an action flick
Give me just
enough time to react and flip
Shoulda done me
when you had me, dick