My sister comes
to the edge of the track, a face in the window of my cell, to say she is
returning to central London. Next lap we say good night. She vanishes and I
consider for a moment that she will go to sleep in a warm bed and wake up on
another day and have breakfast, and all the while I will be awake, still here.
It simply is not real.
At 7:45 p.m. my
thighs are worse. I do some quick stretching but it doesn't help. First food of
the evening is chicken noodle soup. The body expends about 100 calories a mile,
700 calories an hour, perhaps 16,000 calories by the end of the race. There is
no way to eat enough to keep up, but fat metabolism will carry one for the
whole distance. The soup is delicious, but when I try to eat a banana it seems
repugnant.
It takes me a
long time to decide to change from a mesh T shirt and shorts even though I can
see Melanie bundling up during the early evening. There is always the chance of
losing too much body heat, so I call out on one lap for her to pin numbers on a
sweatsuit. As the clothing is being readied, I run a couple of laps, then two
more before I stop, and another mile is gone. So they go, still seeping away
with minimal effort, punctuated by little events that are most important to the
venture.
There is, for
example, the critical matter of urinating.
There is no
toilet by the side of the track, so we are asked to run into one of the
dressing rooms under the stands. The rules require us to come back on the track
exactly where we left off, but no one is checking. The mere idea of cheating
among such a group seems absurd. All the same I watch myself and note a
convenient post that I use to mark my departure so as to make an angle for the
dressing room door with a minimal waste of meters. But a little later in the
evening I see two runners relieving themselves side-by-side on the grassy
swath, a few yards from a fence. There are no women in the race, and those who
are handlers do not wander down by this spot. I decide that I, too, shall use
this corner. I am taking liquids copiously for such a cool night, and tension
or excitment or the weather or something is making me urinate sometimes as
frequently as every six or seven laps.
Around this time,
about five hours into the race, Ritchie's feet are slapping at a tremendous
rate, and I wonder how anyone can run that hard for another 19 hours. Then he
says something going by me. "What's that?" I say. "Damn silly
race," he says. It seems a bad attitude to have so early, and I guess that
he might drop out. I feel more certain of it later when he sits down on the
track, a blanket over his shoulders while an attendant bandages his right foot
to prevent a deep blister from getting worse. I hope he will soon fade back or
drop out. It is nothing personal—I like Don very much—but I simply want to be
the top survivor by the end of the next day's daylight.
As the night
continues to wear on, a white mist begins to dim the floodlights. A few minutes
after every hour I have Joe climb up to the officials' box and check on my
progress. It is another focus point. The word is good: 1 hour—7� miles; 2
hours—14 miles; 3 hours—20� miles; 4 hours—27� miles; 5 hours—34 miles; 6
hours—41 miles; 7 hours—47� miles.
Ritchie drops out
after more than 50 miles of running. At least I will not be the first. Stalwart
Mike Newton of London, running in shorts the entire way, is making good time
and has moved into second place behind Bristol. The two of them go through 50
miles in less than 6� hours, world-record pace for 24 hours by a big margin. I
figure they have to fade. Can't worry too much about them, though, I have some
serious catching up to do. Knippenberg has lost his social chatter and
complains when I ask him about stomach cramps. He mentions a 400-kilometer run
(248.4 miles) he competed in this year that took him more than 43 hours to
complete. Veterans of such efforts are not to be dismissed lightly. I remind
myself of the sort of sour and impoverished character in Balzac waiting for his
relatives to die off. I cast a quick look at Knippenberg. He just may not last,
I think.
Once in a while
now I pass someone else on a lap. That feels good. There are bits of
conversation. Frank Thomas, of the Chelmsford Athletic Club in Essex, just
north of London, mentions 100-mile runs he has done over the hilly countryside
of rural England. He runs lightly with an incredibly upright, springy carriage,
and he is running conservatively. I josh him about his knit cap, what a garish
collection of colors it is, but as we get into the night hours he grows quiet,
so I leave him alone.
At 10 p.m. the
loudspeakers say there will be no more amplified comments until seven the next
morning so local residents will not be disturbed. After the announcer signs
off, the message board, with its yellow light bulbs, posts information on our
relative positions and time covered. Personal messages are displayed: So-and-so
is thinking of you now with all her love—things like that. The silence in the
stadium grows steadily deeper. Now even the leaders begin to stop on occasion
to grab a drink and walk a few yards. Extra pullovers are put on. The blue
flames of camp stoves keep pots of tea on the boil, the steam rising from
spouts straight up into the calm unbroken cold. Off to the north the lights of
central London brush the clouds with red. A dog howls somewhere nearby but the
donkey has been silent for hours now. I simply go on, trying to keep arm action
relaxed, palms relaxed, to release through my heels, as my stretch teacher in
New York told me to do. There is no boredom out here for me. I am used to night
running. I think briefly of running home from a nighttime cooking job in
Brooklyn, over the Brooklyn Bridge and up through the stone arroyos of lower
Manhattan. That was lonely in the same nice way. Night running is always quiet
and detached.